Ain't The First Time - Darla Baltazar (Lyric MV)

How am I going to deal with this rush of emotions when I want to put God first? Should I give in? Or should I tell my soul to calm down and not to let my feelings decide for me?

”My heart will beat faster, but it won’t be the master this time. Feelings are just feelings; they don’t really know what’s wrong or right.”

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Credits:
Written, produced, and performed by Darla Baltazar
Additional electric guitar tracks by Xyron Hernandez
Artwork by Joemil Magno (@joegraphx)
Lyric video produced by Grant Smith of Two Mile Media (@twomilemedia)

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Lyrics:
[Spoken]
Mm, check
Yeah, yeah
1, 2, 1, 2
Here we go

[Verse]
I was minding my own way
Trying to get through another day
And I run into you
No, ooh
It felt really strange
By now I should be used to change
Forgive me I didn’t mean to
But

[Pre-Chorus]
Oh no, not again
Not even two seconds in and I could see the end
I know it’s rushin’ in
All the fantasies in my head
Here we go again

[Chorus]
This ain’t the first time
My emotions threw me off my game
Got too many heartbreaks
To know that I can’t give in again
My heart will beat faster
But it won’t be the master this time
Feelings are just feelings
They don’t really know what’s wrong or right

[Verse]
Good thing I know better this time (Better)
It’s a matter of drawing the line
Runnin’ on feelings never got me anywhere
(And I’mma stay here)
That’s just how it is
It ain’t always fair

[Pre-Chorus]
But oh no, here we go
You smile at me now I can’t feel my body to my toes
Deep breaths gotta get more air through my nose
(Gotta take a breath, gotta take a breath, ooh woah)
This is messin’ up my
Headstrong, need to guard this heart
’Cuz I know for a fact that we are worlds apart
Can’t