MNL: anxious about CT scan, haircut, deli date with hubby!

I get vulnerable in this vlog. What do you do when you can't stop being anxious about tomorrow, right? I guess you still get a haircut hahaha! Or you still eat everything they offered at the deli hahaha! Seriously tho, I learned to power thru the anxiety with a couple of verses ringing in my headed. Like the ones that say "There is nothing better for a person than that he should eat and drink and find enjoyment in his toil. This also, I saw, is from the hand of God..." from the book which says, "everything is meaningless!" (Quoted in the vlog, too.) Aside from that: will worrying add a single day to my life? When it's time to die, it's time to die. Today, I live. And I love. And I find the good, the meaningful, the beautiful in it!

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Music by Epidemic Sound
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